He's working so hard to actually save this friendship, I guess. But, it seems like, I'm just walking away, not bothering. What's up with me, man? Don't I want to save this friendship?
Honestly, I don't know. He's been a great friend, apart from the ways he protects me. He has. Can one mistake destroy it all? I guess it can.
Do I mind losing him? Maybe. I need time. To think, and not make a rash stupid mistake.
I don't wish to think about it nemore. It has gotten me depressed and distracted.
It's just I didn't cry. (:
life has been kinda okay. School has been fun on the outings. Trip to Victoria Concert Hall was ... hrmms, kinda fun.
the bus ride was nice. iggy was being noisy, about me not fasting. tsk. =P they went lunch, and i tagged along, for a drink. went back to sch, to meet mdm alima. she didnt turn up, i was getting pissed, no one was around.. i saw her, then she told me she didn't need my help on that day. freak.
trip to poly was.. nice. in the lecture rooom, i just cudnt shutup. i COULD HAVE GOTTEN 2 PRIZES. (: just tat i chickened out, and didnt dare raise up my hand. hrrms, that's new of me.
i'm changing.
PON sch today. (: i wonder if HE went.. *wonderss* he told me he might pon, cos i'm not going too.! =P LOLS. let's just see.
=) someone just called me on my phone. looking for.. "MR DOREMON TAN." LMAO.
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nor liyana mohd khalis.
i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem.
jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama.
